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Friday, July 21, 2006

The old switcheroo

Well I must say: Up until this morning, when I've begun to feel quite alright actually, I've felt quite exhausted and queasy since getting back from holidays...I seem to need a holiday after I go on holidays as I cram in too much while I'm away.
J was truly inpired while we were off and he's been zipping about life the past week with a spring in his step and a glimmer in his eyes. It is wonderful. He's so inpired to get back to working on music with his software program and has concluded something I've firmly believed in for years - life is what you make of it. You create your reality and if you are unhappy, then you find something, even if it is just one thing, that brings you joy and do it with a happy heart. It is so wonderful to see him so inspired.
I on the other hand, while happy and content, have felt awful, and almost like a wet blanket over the past few days. It's like J and I have switched and he's the insanely happy one for a change...
But I am happy to say that I am starting to feel like my old self again. I'm not queasy today, I slept a bunch and I have an optomistic spring in my step today. My brother is coming to visit next weekend (he may have a job here and be moving back-very cool) and J finds out today if he got the job he interviewed for before we left (it seems very positive). Things seem to be on the upside right now. And so, I'm on the mend.
Life is what you make it.
Have a good one.

2 comments:

Magnus said...

So, uh-um... did Jay get the job?

Geosomin said...

Well, apparently yes, but the official letter of offer hasn't arrived yet...so I'm holding back from screaming WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOO! until he's actually signed it but thankfully thankfully it looks like he's got the job.
Yay.
Yay.
Yay.
That's a huge ball of stress of our backs. Didn't realise how much until it was lifted (and I thought it *was* big).
Maybe it's why I've been so happy lately?
AND...and my brother is coming for a final job interview on friday so it's looking pretty much like he'll be moving back her too. Cool.
Life goes down and then back up again...